Blargity

Here's the thing about disappointment, it stings. It cuts like a knife in a surprising way and leaves me somewhat paralyzed after its attack. More than any other word to describe turmoil, feelings of disappointment hurt me the most. These are the feelings I lie awake thinking about at night, replaying in my mind at work and stressing about in my dreams. Sucky. It take a lot for me to get to this point, I'm not constantly walking around in a state of emotional turmoil or anything. But when it does happen, it really F*cks with my mind, son.

This too shall pass, right?!